Well it's been forever. So much has happened since I last blogged its crazy. I didn't blog cuz I lost my profile for a while, buy damn it would have helped to have it. Soooooo during the month of September & half of October. I was blazing everyday, 2 times a day. I was so out of it & I stopped giving a shit, even more than before..... Everyday was a blur, it started when I was going out with S___ & then I broke up with him, still doing it, then started to talk to C____ again.... & then I get kicked out. I was stoned as fuck so I just whipped it out & took a hit in class. The next morning we all go hot box the bathroom & when I get to school I'm called out saying someone snitched about what happened in the class & they search my bag & I'm arrested for possession of marijuana & paraphernalia & I get kicked out. I also got sent to Telles, the alternative school, for 30 days. I couldn't talk to my friends & it was HELL. I cried every night for 2 weeks. The crazy thing was that the one person I thought was for sure gunna forget me, didn't. C____ would call me & even asked my mom if he could visit, & she actually let him because he was "persistent" & he got me this big bear, & we went to the mall, & he asked me out, & he would come over every weekend, & we lasted for about a month, & then it was over. Honestly I think he's the one that got me through that rough time, if there is a God, he must have put me in my path because he was my only motivation at the time. I finally got to see my friends & go out at around January, when I went into Franklin & things had been getting better. Then that was when he broke up with me the. 2 weeks later we find out my mom has cancer & I'm just numb. My dad tells me not to hold in my pain, but I'm not. I think I was just just ignoring the bad shit until it got better & it is. I mean the tumor has gotten smaller, I see my TMECHS family every weekend, he broke up with that immature Frashman & we started talking again, & I'm kind of settling at Franklin. What can I say, shit happens, but I'm still blessed.
