I realized that I have unnecessary baggage on my shoulders that I shouldn't be carrying. I have these grudges that have no reason to be here. For one, that girl i was going to throw it down with, hasn't interfered in my life so i shouldn't mad dog her or start shit with her. As long as she don't mess with me, i won't mess with her. Same with Dr. Faggot, in fact I'll change his nickname to just Unknown. Why am i mad at him, no reason. He didn't want me, can't blame him. You can't make a person want you, so be it. I'm the one giving myself useless shit sometimes and I would rather not. I'm at a good point in my life. It's pretty weird, I'm not at all good with my family, I have no happy relationship with a guy, but I have my friends, i have my hookups, i have crazy adventures with them and its A M A Z I N G. You just have to make the best of things, even if you're at this school, even if the world is so fucked up there is no words for it, you make the most out of it. You can't be perfect, but you can change the way you see things, so that everything looks so imperfectly perfect, its fine(:
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