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I have no picture but i just wanted to get this out here before I go to bed because going to bed with unfinished thoughts is bad. Ummm i feel like I'm waiting for something, and i really hate it. It's not like me to wait, but i can't do anything if i don't even know what it is that i am waiting for. Maybe I'm waiting for somebody to tell me something, for someone to do something, or maybe i am just waiting for a sign, anything. i feel like I'm stuck and I'm just waiting for a signal to move or react. like I'm in a race and I'm running in sand right now. Its weird, things happened so fast but they didn't cause an impact. This new guy, just kind of slid into my life without me noticing, my friends go through things and they kind of just happen without the big deal. As if I'm watching a silent movie in slow motion and I'm just there, watching. i have no part in the action, the reason, anything, i am just there, like as if I'm waiting for my cue. My time to go in the film.....Idk I'm going to go to bed now......